it's been too much lately. we went down to the office today and the one of the options to cut the lease #1 is to 2,200. The other option is to pay the rest of rent 4,400 dollars. We can't do either really. I'm just now on getting to looking at getting a new job. I'm tired of crying, tired of working, tired of being around him somedays. i just want to cut it all off. i just want to stop existing. i wish i could take everything good and bad i did back. so i don't such a mess on my hands. i just wish i could not exist. it's such a stupid shallow thing to think. much love to who is reading.
shannon
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