12.11.07

i'm a brick

8 weeks late. I've never been so scared. and sad. Puck says that if I am pregnant that he is uncomfortable. He told me that he would feel better if i just got an abortion. I asked him if he'd be okay if I kept the possible child and gave it away for adoption. And he said that it would be uncomfortable for him.

I mentioned that a child is not just something that is my problem. That to create life there is two sides. That he is as responsible for the child as if it was inside him. He looked bored and glazed over. I felt like screaming. How he not CARE! HOW?! He told me that he would be there for me if I did go with the Abortion. He said he would be there for me. He said he was worried about me and wanted to know if i was doing okay.

I felt like screaming at him. I am not okay right now. His uncaring about the emotionally scaring operation makes me sad.

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