i knew that it was going to happen. i just blinked out of existence to people. it really hurts. i don't want to admit it. i really want to pretend the only friend i had left would still be my friend. i apologized. how the fuck can i BE FUCKING LUMPED WITH THAT PEDOPHILE AND THAT CUNT. A SINK OF FUCKING DISHES A FUCKING SINK. I TOOK CARE OF HER WHEN SHE WAS SICK. TOOK CARE OF HER ANIMALS TOOK CARE OF THE COOKING DID MOST OF THE GROCERY SHOPPING. THE DISHES WERE ALWAYS DONE BY US!!! WE STOLE NOTHING!
i hate this
i hate myself
i hate my friends
i hate myself for picking them
i hate forseeing my depression coming miles away
i hate this
i want a fucking gun
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