4.6.09

coward

though he is probably in his very last three months tops i just can't bring myself to go and see him. i'm such a selfish coward. everybody else went to go see him and the rest of the family has gone to see him. i just don't know why i can't bring myself to it.

1 comment:

Unknown said...

i don't want to remember my loved ones in pain. i want to remember them as the people who brought joy into my life. it i s not selfish to hold on to that reasoning. my dad dad died and i saw him laying on the gurney. i don't remember him like that, but it has taken a lot to get that image out of my head, all i can say, is that this person wants to see you, and that it is a cold thing to do, deny them onr of the last things they get to ask if you