3.6.09

leukemia pt 2

so aparantly grandpa's liver is failing and he can't have any chemo

no chemo
no stem cells
no bone marrow

just pain meds and some other meds to keep things at bay but they gave him 6 months to live.
and even though we didn't get to see tons of each other. it still rips me open. i don't want some
fucking christian cow telling me how god is calling him home to heaven. if i have to deal with one
more fucking christian telling me to pray.

fuck mindless prayer
fuck your invisible friend who lets HORRIBLE shit happen
fuck god

fuck T_T i'm going to bed....

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