I'm wondering if I'll ever be okay. I'm letting go of my family, friends, and I'm remaking my personality. I don't know if any amount or combination of meds would help me.
With the help of my ritalin I went from a size 18 to 12 and I'm no happier. I wonder if I get on meds for my bi polar if i'll gain weight. Leslie wants me to try to talk to Dr. Martin about getting meds for it. I personally think that maybe I should just kill myself.
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