Puck! it's been several days that his has been here. He told me that he didn't want to leave. There is no reason to think otherwise. He doesn't know whether he'll graduate in May or June. It'll be too long either way. I'm being a little unfair about it all. Sometimes i get the feeling that I'm being perfectly fair about it. I can't imagine a life here without him. So perhaps being stranded in a city of cold metallic glares is unfair. But he has become braver then I expected. Then combination of his shyness and this recent bravery is a little unreal. The first night he was here we couldn't fall asleep for fear of our meeting being a dream. It's hard to think of him as anything else but a dream. It's too unobtainable, too fragile, amazing. How could one, like me, deserve somebody so wholly wonderful. Here's a picture of him on my bed.
Hehe. He's so adorable and innocent looking. But not innocent at all. Hard not to think of him as delicate, fragile. He is. But he's tough, determined, loyal, devoted. My better half. he took this picture on the first day he was here. it's clumsy but artsy.

this second picture of us is cute. he's peeking over me. hehe. i love him!!

Lots of pictures to be posted. more in a few days. We are off to the beach tomorrow. it's nice to just be able to take off. Off to play in the surf, sand, and (hopefully) sun. We should be back in time for bed. heh. I'm being called by my love.... *grins*