It's already the 20th! the end of the month is coming soon. My dad's birthday is on the 23rd and i'm uneasy has to what i should do. me and my folks never really worked together. the distances between have helped and harmed. it's something so complicated that i'm not going to express my thoughts completely. there are alot things that should be happening today. packing. taking apart my room. i'm completely anxious about my apartments and money. but i can't talk to him again about it. i'm just chewing the issue to bits and there's nothing i can really do about it at this point.