three cheers for the internet and all things modern. . . . Only coz I'm able to be emotionally near my baby. My light.

http://s42.photobucket.com/albums/e340/wallshadow/?action=view&current=Mybaby.flv

He sent this to me today. It's a 5 second clip but my goodness I was grinning from ear to ear for at least an hour. How is something so simple as watching his face light up give me strength to push through the shittiest of work days? I'm surprised about this all. I really shouldn't though..... We've always had a long distance thing going on- as friends i mean.

After i saw it the first time i giggled madly. Same for the second and third times. But for some reason while i was in the middle of giggling about how cute he was - i started to tell the screen 'you're so adorable i could just kiss you!' I stopped and realized he wasn't there and I wouldn't be seeing him for the longest of times. Then i cried a little and watched it two more times and felt at peace with the world at general. He brings out the very best in me I think. I know i'm great without him but he just brings something else out of me altogether. My better half that makes me the best I can be as well. *giggles* Well, I'm off to watch it a few more times before sleep steals me away from the waking world.