it's been a really long time since i wrote anything. my comp being dead... at the moment makes blogging hard to accomplish :P
With that said.
i don't have a terrible amount of things that are new to really report. Maus says she's considering moving to be with bry. i will miss her terribly. but i know that i'm also moving so i can't blame her for wanting to be close to someone she loves so dear.
Work is work as always.We have a new FS manager, he seems alright. He thanks me everyday for my hard work :) it's nice to be thanked. i have no days off this week :'( i miss puck something crazy. we perhaps get a handful of hours to spare together. but how can i complain to much about it. for i know maus doesn't even get that with bry. and i know she misses him terribly. When Puck was away for those 3-4 months i use to cry every night. i hope she doesn't feel too lonely. for i didn't even have friends at that point. i hope she will be not as lonely with me around. maybe i'm just a pest...
on another note. my mouse. my sweet little girl is dying... she has developed a hump and she can't move right. she got slender and i continued to fed her as always. i don't know what's wrong with her. Puck says it'd be okay to get another mouse when she passes away. :( i can't stand to see her suffer... Yet i don't know how to make it stop for her... Poor Goldberry. Maus thinks she just got old. she did live for a long while. and i knew when i got her she would only live about a year. Anyway.
it's been a long while since i've really seen maus. i need to figure out how to pay her back. i can't let my depression come back again. for it won't help me get the money any sooner. friday i will be signing my new check over to her. it's a small lift off our debt but every penny counts.
i hope for a day off soon. and i hope for time with david. i hope that i pay mouse back soon. well i need to go fetch some breakfast and get showered and all that stuff before work.
i hope work won't be that hard.
namaste
