21.1.10

There are worse things than being alone

here are a couple little blogs i wrote on my ipod

Jan 10
"Ah, angst how it flavors life."

I've come to realize it's both inescapeable and irresistable. Nothing better then not being able to get with the one person who doesn't even register you as more then a buddy. Or they want you but

1. Can't figure out how to express themselves

2. Taken but is slightly interested

2.a Taken but is (or partner is) strongly religious and doesn't want to sin outside a relationship

or marriage

2.b Taken and miserable but won't break up/divorce/call off marriage because it's all they've

known for years or the person they are with provide some sort of emotional or money crutch

3. Can't bear to lose you as a buddy after you turn out to not be a great pick as a bf/gf

4. Strongly denies interest because they refuse to come out of their closet because of being in a state of denial.


i'm hopeful as much as i can take but it doesn't seem hopeful at this point in time.

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